No one understood me....

Hi,

 It s a year now, August 8th..........
Fastly went away!!!  Small dreams, which was vry good.......
were evr u r b happi :)
Evn my parents nor sister understand me, thn how can u de? Waste of loving the peoples....
very good days, i have lost ......... but i dream daily abt u? @least one day u ll speak to me ........
Long live ur love !!!!
Undersatnd, wen u cant forget anyone whom u like rite? same way ma, evn i cant ... @least ur voice will sooth my brain..... as u begged him... i am asking u

I always wanted u to b happi!!! but u evryone teased me rite? i have bcom a joker :) hahahahah
No words nor no one can understand how i feel now? bcos!!!! i don know
Happi? u ll be............... long live my girl were evr u are !!!
Marry him soon :) 

Thnks

Thnks for the reply..... i don know u see this or not!!! but i ll update u always .....

Uyirile

Nowadays i am addicted to this  songs... this songs all remains u ever :(   u love this rite? Shakthi.......

Dum Dum Dum... u love this rite?

Till Last, i din get u this song rite? u were asking for this rite? Atleast now accept it ......
Sorry de :(

Ringtone in my mobile

Do u remember this song ? Its ur ring tone in my mobile..... this song ll b played in my mob when evr u call me .....Machi kastama irukku de bomai.......... 

I saw u in a biriyani shop

Hi Shakthi....


I saw you today, in a biriyani shop.... u were getting biriyani :P 
see the fate now, i couldn talk to you also.... nvr evr thought this will happen ma......... 
shakthi, you din notice or pretend as if u din see me?
Anyways you be happi yar... i know u are very happi... b happi evr  :) Moving very fastly in ur life? good 

Life changes, but you don change ... smile evr

Life changes its beauty all the time
Sometimes it’s a shade, sometimes life is sunlight
Live every moment here to your heart’s content
The time that is here may not be tomorrow
One who loves you whole-heartedly
It is difficult meet that person
If there is someone like that somewhere
That person is more beautiful than all
Grab onto that (person’s) hand

The time that is here may not be tomorrow
Taking the shadow of your eyelashes, when someone comes near
You try to reason with your crazy heart
Your heart just goes on beating
But think, that which is here now
That story may not be here tomorrow
Life changes its beauty all the time




Be happi Ever, with smile always on ur face ....... :) Smile should be always in ur face 

Poddddddddiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii bomai

Hi ,

What did i do to you yar? Have i cheated you in the begining by giving some wrong notation about me?
Have i ever said that i am rich, smart or etc? evn at the Begining  i said you rite i am very poor, bald and said you family situtation. You was the one who said, that is not a problem. But what happen to you now? you betrayed me, what did my family do for you? y did u come? played fool with me?
When i intro to everyone, u could have said rite? tat u don like me or u could have stopped me rite?y ? u dint, but u r ready to forget me? podi.... i don wanna scold u de....
I  accepted you aftr knwing everthing about u.... but u ?
Said that u din love me? thnks.... u cant really understand how it pains. I din do any mistake? Podiiiiiiiii bomai

Happi birthday to Bomai

Hi,

It may b very small and very cheap gift for u... but the gift i gave u was the one which u liked it....
sorry yar, if i disturbed u buy giving gifts... where ever u are, as i said .. m gift will reach u.. till i live :)
Last year i cut the cake and still viewing the videos of yours dee......
Happi Birthday Bomai

Who cries when u die :(

Who cries when u die


Do u remember this book ?  i got this book, wen u first got job in Logica  :) feb 12th.. i cant forget deeee
I started to follow, some points given in the book....
i started to slowly reduce speaking to u, bcos i felt something.....
But u said that, u don have to follow any thing, b as before...... u couldn even be without talking to me for 2 days, bt now?
i am feeling the pain deeeeee... pls understand

What did i do?

Hey Shakthi,


feeling very lonely de... it s almost 10 months, u said that u dont love me. 
Wat did i do de? i am talking to myslf now? 
U was the one who came into my life and now left me alone. 
Did i do anything wrong? no touch with me? u lastly msged me, tat u ll nvr forget me? thn how could u do to me? Podi.......
Not abl to forget u ma.....

In bus no 28 to thiruvatriyur

Oyeee Bomai, 
I came to ur place today, aftr very long tym. Hope aftr october i came to ur place in that bus de.....
Che really i was crying like a hell today but i was enjoying it ..... 
first tym wen i came it was raining heavily, i was really feeling pity for u ...... 
and frm beach station i came to gunidy deeeee..... che horrible it is....
Neee Pavoom.... evn u would have the same peeling illa? wen u missed him....
Yeah true love and if u like a person u ll feel for them as i am doing now....
If u don like a person u can easily forget them like me for eample .. lol 

Friendly manager with my past life

Shakthi HRU de? 
hey u knw, my manager was friendly with me and asking me abt my past life.....
I said tat i had beautiful girl and spent some wonderful days with her...but i miss her vry badly now with tears in my eye.... He started saying that thn she should be worth for ur tears.... 
I din act de bomai, it came of from my eyes suddenly.....


Short but Very sweet n my life....... 

Tough Day Shakthi

Hey Shakthi, I could n complete the coding at time.....
Everyone are teasing me de.... even jnrs Trainees ....
Feeling very embarrassed and i curse myself de......
Tell something to me and boost my confidence bomai.......................

The movie to remember for my life

Hey i am speaking to u, oki hear this , 
I couldn stop crying today....... eyes full of tears....
Wen i saw the movie, oh  shit..............
anyways at least, u remember me? or vanished frm ur heart?
missing u very badly deeee.......................... u punished me vry badly yar

Got BusinessCard

Shakthi, I got Business card issued by the company..... how to show the card for u? 
Poyaaaaa......

This is written on my business card

Prabhu ThambiDurai
Programmer Analyst
9884240287
prabhu.td@cognizant.com

Madras Eye

Machi Madras eye for me.....  at night 10'oclock i realized and started crying de..
Forgot, i want to say to u, today while driving i saw a guy.. he was jus like your hero.....
and said to myslf, thats y no girls look at me.... i am a comic fellow machi...
today day was not such good machi.. i came to temple, but couldn see u evn today.... Worst day machi

CSK vs Punjab

Oyee, i am going to Match today.....
CSK will win machi , Dhoni will rock today..................
Happi   :) miss u deeeeee..... 
waiting for a time, so that u can understand me.  


Machi, came back frm match... we lost the match,
Me vj, SreeRam and Swarna went to match .... They were asking u bcos last tym u came rite for the match ....
Po deeee 

Nothing last for ever. but you r precious

I realized now, nothing last for ever..... Machi, i am speaking to you de, i am happy now. Really machi, one thing i wanted to tell you always. but din get a chance. i always come to office, thinking not to speak nor disturb u. But my mind was in control not my heart. Sorry ya.....
I am not the person you saw me for the past last eight months. My bad time, wat ever i say everything went against me. Really machi.
When you lost my dairy, i realized that i am not so precious to you.  But you are so precious for me. All the things of you i have saved and kept hidden frm all, including you.
But i owe all the happenings by me, bcos i should have gone wen u said  that you don like me. Sorry mama.
I write this bcos, i don have any permission to call u, nor mess u,  nor mail you.

Sorry!!!

 I am not here to exaggerate or say anything here to hurt. Sorry if i do or did that to you. I don have choice, please don think bad of this. 
Saw your like in a post of a person in Face Book, 
I think i am a person to you sent by the god, to learn from me not to live with me forever. 

I am a great follower of you. I am helpless. 
Sorry machi!!
I saw a like for this post, i was feeling like crying, but i don know WATS there in your heart.....
But i know, you are the person, whom i cant forget forever. No replacement..
You should be happy, 
trust me. I say wat i mean.......

Parents Wedding DAY

Today is amma appa Wedding day....
My appa was asking me abt u today, i got a dress for him and a chain for my mom. Appa said , last tym Shakthi got the dress, which was so nice and she bought for correct size,
I am waste machi............
I  celebrated in a new way machi ...

Take a look at it....  missing u machi.............................

Playing Chess and happi birthday Hero

Oyee Bomai, 


DO u know , last wen did i play chess? it was in my home with u and lost the match and u won rs 1 from....
Today playing chess alone deeee...
Podi, Now not evn ready to talk to me also. 
Today Ur hero birthday rite? Many happy returns of the day to him... he ll be hppi, bcos he his lucky to have a girl like you with him........... 

Happi birthday Vinoth

I can see you in all....

Am i so ugly de? not even want to see me in ur life?
Am i so rude or bad character, to leave me and walk away?
Machi sollu de?
I can see you wen ever thy do Yoga, u sleep and say that u do yoga... I am really enjoying it machi...
But u thwred me like peice of shit .
you say that i need some one to boost me, i am not that de....
U showed me real care and affection.. i know what ever or whom ever say that u din love me.... i cant evn believe evn if u say that u din love me...
I am really feeling to hear ur voice de.... Be happi.... I am not worth,,,,,,
Please de, understand....
Don suspect me and hurt me any more....
U know? i have not lied to u.... wat evr happens i have said to u.. 
thn how did u suspect me? i have always listen to ur pblm and feelimgs .. but now u r not even ready to hear my voice.

First personal blog for you.

Hi, This is my First personal Blog. I have written many blogs for the purpose of earning but this is for you.
Machi, I feel as if i am speaking to u. Today you said me that i should not call you, u deleted all our numbers and u forgot us. Really de, it was jus like killing me .
The day i took to my home, i felt i have a got a girl whom i have to take care of her jus like mom. I fought to get a good lilfe for you. But, you din believe. Its oki, sorry. Really you don know how much i loved you.
I always respected your feeling de, but you suspected me. It kills machi.
You lost my Diary and the hand made gift which i gave you. I know you din read that letter nor the Diary i gave you.
I know you forgot me, 26/october/2011 in the guindy bus stand you gave me pani puri. that was the last time de you spoke to me with real love. After that you started avoiding me like a hell and treated me as a piece of shit. Oki mama!!!!!
If i suspect you, i am doing disgrace to my mom. It will be as if i am suspecting my mom. Machi, understand de. This are the words i said you in the month of September not telling you now to justify.
I am the boy of your age, even i am a human being. I am unable to forget and want to  hear ur voice. Don suspect me.
U ll realize how much i loved you.